An Ode to Hermie

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It was the beginning of December when I first noticed his muted chirping while standing on my front porch. December in the northeast was a particularly cold and snowy month, so hearing the sound of a lone cricket seemed so out of place. After all, crickets usually die off in late autumn when the weather turns cold. I figured it must have been a fluke, and didn't expect it to continue much longer.

Days went by, then weeks, and now in the middle of January, I'm still hearing the occasional soft chirping of this lone cricket survivor. Beneath layers of snow and ice, amid sub-zero temperatures, night after night (and sometimes during the day) I still hear him - the lone survivor of the yearly bug holocaust. As near as I can figure, there must be some small crevice in the foundation close to the place where the main natural gas line enters the house. No doubt this is one of the many places where warmer air escapes from this often drafty home, thus providing the little guy with an insect sauna. There is a pile of dead leaves and other organic material that must be providing a source of sustenance as well.

I'm sure there's some allegory or moral I could draw from this continuing drama. Perhaps I could wax philosophic about determination, never giving up, or beating the odds. I could comment on the surreal feeling of this melding of late summer aural tones with the bitter silence of winter. For now, I'm content to simply share the story, allowing you the reader to draw your own conclusions.

Oh yes, we decided it was only fitting this little critter should have a name - Hermie. 

Here's a recording I made earlier this evening. Bet he never thought he'd be famous. Rock on, Hermie!

 

Redemption

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I should never watch “The Shawshank Redemption.” Two lines of dialogue in this movie always reverberate deep within my soul: ““Hope is a good thing, maybe the best thing, and no good thing ever dies” and “Hope is a dangerous thing. Hope can drive a man insane.” Both statements are equally true. But one statement more than any other cuts to the core of my being, sparking desires and stirring fantasies beyond my wildest imagination: “I guess it comes down to a simple choice, really: get busy livin, or get busy dyin.”

This movie – especially the final scene – always fill me with a deep desire to escape, to run as far away as humanly possible, to seek warmer climates, to leave the real world of expectations and reason far behind and embrace living in the moment.

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Signs

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I'm not sure why most of my thoughts seem to center around driving these days - perhaps it's the increased amount of it I'm doing. But somehow, it seems I inevitably end up with time to think while driving. This weekend and next week I will have quadruple the amount of time as I'm heading down to North Carolina for a short beach trip!!! I'm looking forward to it, and yet part of me is bogged down, heavy with contemplation and thought as I try to figure out where I'm going and what I'm doing.

This particular drive was heading back to Wheeling on I-70 and then I-470. As the sun was setting in my rear view mirror, I found my thoughts dwelling on the previous 24 hours of my life - a period of time which seems so filled with disappointment and frustration as to crush my very soul. Ok, perhaps I'm being overly dramatic but... it wasn't an exciting series of events which brought me to this point. Oh, don't get me wrong - I got to spend a couple days with Ashton and that time was great! It's the surrounding circumstances that bogged me down.

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Creation vs. Evolution

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Headlights shining against the speeding road beneath the tires, cruise control pushing along at a steady rate, a crescent moon drifting lazily in and out of clouds, a clear sky filled with millions of stars shining brightly, drifting in and out of fog, headlights passing at breakneck speeds, and the sweet warm humid air rushing in through the open car windows… this is truly a breathtakingly beautiful late summer night road trip. Heading home from a wonderful day spent visiting my girlfriend, my heart and mind are racing with thoughts of friendship and companionship, of good times and fond memories…
… suddenly, a miniscule spark of light bangs against the windshield and is extinguished in an instant. It looked like the ashes of a cigarette though there was no car in front of me. Noticing a faint glowing spec of light beneath the windshield wiper I realized – this was the remnants of a poor defenseless lightning bug caught unprepared for the onslaught of my speeding vehicle. Poor critter!
I don’t know how or why exactly, but this little insignificant spec of flesh sparked a thought process inside me that permeated my deepest ideas about the nature of existence. So for the next half hour of my drive, I found myself deep in thought pondering some of my most fundamental beliefs. Funny how a little critter can make you think…

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